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PLAYER

NAME: Nia
:CONTACT: zauberdecke | Discord = Zauberdecke
:ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: Variable | Steady-Paced
:BRACKETS/PROSE: Either!
:OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: Non-Con & Animal Cruelty
:CANON: Critical Role: The Mighty Nein
:CANON POINT: Episode 135 - Genesis Ward
:CANON BLIND?: All you wanted to know about Caleb Widogast but were afraid to ask

IN CHARACTER

:AGE: 33
:PRONOUNS/SEXUAL ORIENTATION: He/Him, Bisexual Disaster.
:HUGGING: Warn him/ask consent first.
:KISSING: With high CR.
:FLIRTING: Flirting is fine, he will be awkward, but likely receptive because he's a disaster.
:VIOLENCE: Violence is alright, but let's plot it first.
:TELEPATHY: With good narrative reason, yes.
:DEATH: Only if meaningful.

OUT OF CHARACTER

BACKTAGGING: Yes!
:THREADHOPPING: If it fits the situation, yes!
:FOURTHWALLING: Nope
:CRAU: I will interact with CRAU people!
:SHIPPING/SMUTTING: Build-up is encouraged but I, and Caleb, are not opposed.

NEWCOMB SPECIFIC

:POWERS/REGAINS:
:RESIDENCE: Monty Hall
:PROFESSION: Professor of Transmutation Magics | Teaches Beginner's Guide to Magic 101--

FIRST IMPRESSIONS

VISUAL: 5 ft 11, ginger hair, bearded (how neat it is, is dependent upon quite a few things), dresses like an impoverish college professor, always wears a scarf no matter how hot it is, clear sky blue eyes, a slight slouch which makes him appear shorter than he normally is.
AURAL: Caleb Supercut; voiced by Liam O'Brian.
ASTROLOGY: Sun: Scorpio | Moon: Virgo | Ascendant: Capricorn.
MEYER BRIGGS: INTP
OLFACTORY: Amber, Hearthfire, Cloves, Oranges, Gingerbread.. maybe a little dirt too.
DEMEANOUR: Vigilant, darting eyes, walks the line between intense and shy. Around people trusted, he is much more bright and playful, not afraid to show his more vulnerable side; a bit mischievous around good friends.

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YES

• +Affection
  ★Aftercare
  +Alcohol/Drug Use
  ★Alpha/Beta Play
  ★Anal Sex (g & r)
  +Aphros
  +Breathplay/Gags
  +Begging
  +Blindfolds
  +Bloodplay
  +Breeding/Mating Play
  +Body Worship
  ★Bondage
  ★Clothed Sex
  ★Choking
  ★Collars
  ★Crossdressing
  +Costumes/Roleplay
  +Cumplay
  ★Deepthroating
  ★Degradation (r pref)
  +Dirty Talk
  ★Discipline (r pref)
  ★Dominance/submission (sub pref)
  ★Double Penetration
  ★Edging
  ★Exhaustion (sexual)
  ★Exhibitionism
  ★Face-fucking
  +Fisting (r)
  +Foot-fetish (r)
  ★Foreplay
  +Frotting
  ★Grooming/Bathing
  ★Hair Pulling
  ★Handjobs
  +Hand Restraints
  +Hand/Finger kink
  ★Hurt/Comfort
  +JOI
  ★Kissing/Making Out
  +Light Pain (r)
  ★Lingerie
  ★Magic Play
  +Marking/Claiming
  +Masturbation
  +Messy/Dirty/Nasty Sex
  ★Mild Humiliation/Teasing (r pref)
  +Mirrors
  ★Oral
  ★Orgasm Control/Denial
  +Overstimulation
  ★Praise
  +Photography/Video
  +Possessive
  ★Powerplay +Prostrate Milking
  +Rimming
  ★Rope/Shibari
  ★Rough Sex
  +Temperature Play
  +Toys
  ★Vampires
  +Wax-Play
  ★Werewolves
•  

MAYBE

• +Dominance/submission (dom- as a treat)
  +Electroshock
  +Hair Pulling
  +Heavy Bondage
  +Heavy Pain
  +Infidelity [discussion]
  +Monsterfucking
  +Omegas
•   all negotiable

IC LIMITS

• +Diapers
  +Dub-Con
  +Gore
  +Non-Con
  +Scat/Vomit
  +Underaged
  +Vore
  +Watersports
  
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OOC LIMITS

• Same as IC Limits
•   non-negotiable

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[zemnianjoy]

Player Name: Nia
Player Pronouns: She/They (or Grem/lin)
Player Contact: zauberdecke | discord = zauberdecke
Player Age: 44

Character Name: Caleb Widogast
Canon: Critical Role - "The Mighty Nein"
Canon Point: Episode 135 - The Genesis Ward - The exact moment, when the rope breaks and he starts to fall into the abandoned shaft and right before he bamfs into a sparrow to escape any undo damage.
Age: 33 years old.
Species: Human (Varient)
Journal: zemnianjoy
Permissions: Permissions & Kinks

Goals:

Caleb Widogast has always been fueled by a strong need for survival; it's what has propelled him through nearly 141 episodes of Critical Role: Mighty Nein. At episode one, he is trying to figure out how he can reconcile his innate need for surivival with these strange bedfellows he's found himself within the company of. He was a one-man show, all by himself alone save for his companion Nott; he's the most reticient when it comes down to it, absolutely testing against whatever it is that his fellow party members have going on. However over the course of the series, his need for survival starts to encapsulates these erstwhile companions-turned-friends, until he truly has something to protect that is not himself.

Yes, he desires to understand the narrative, but he wants the rest of the Mighty Nein to make it out alive and that turns priority around episode 25.

The care he takes to protect his friends turns absolute; it is a 'no one gets left behind' mentality and it is evident in the love that he shows for them. My favorite example is the creation of his Wizard Tower Demiplane, Widogast's Nascent Nein-Sided Tower of which is an homage to the power of friendship and the transformative touch it's left on his life. I feel like this same attitude will fall in seamlessly with the Landscape of Newcomb, where the ability to forge alliances will allow for greater understanding, especially as survival is one of the key factors in this dark acadamia.

Morals:

In D&D terminolgy, you are given alignments that your character defaults to; following a pattern of lawful, neutral, chaotic, and evil, neutral, good. Caleb Widogast pre-stream starts out in his youth as lawful evil; Bren Aldric Ermendrud who was molded by his mentor to do such vastly horrible things to the point he killed his parents for the good of the Empire; schooled to be a trained assassin, a Volstrucker. There was deep coercion involved as well as no small amount of magical augmentation. It also left him deeply broken to the point where he was placed in a mental asylum for 11 years of his life. When he escapes and emerges, his alignment is True Neutral which he starts out at episode one; though over course of stream as he interacts with the story and forges bonds, he turns to Chaotic Good which is quite in keeping with the vibe of the Mighty Nein.

His School of Magic is Transmutation-- the magic held within the power of change. And his story is one of Transformation.

Caleb starts out the Scorpion and he becomes the Phoenix.

His mantra is "Leave the World a Better Place Than you Found It"

Struggles:

But man, does he struggle against reverting back to that person that he had been as a 16 year old.

It's so easy to fall back into old habits than to move forward, he lives in constant fear of the Volstrucker within him taking control.

He has to actively choose to do good; for Caleb, it's not a simple matter of doing good once and then keeping on that path--- no, he wakes up and makes that decision for himself, and oh it is hard. He knows the venom that was injected into his veins, knows that there may be traces held therein and that it would be so easy to fall back into it. My favorite example of the struggles he faces is when he is presented with power of any sort; how he desires it even as he understands that if he does not master it then it will master him. His particular vice is arcane knowledge, he even honeypots his eventual boyfriend into teaching him more magic.

Eventually when he goes back to Vergossen, the Asylum that he had escaped so long ago-- that is when we see what he is capable of. A briest shadow of a Caleb who can kill without mercy, what an alternate timeline could've given us; and all of the choices made. He makes the choices he does because he understands that "Ends Justify the Means" and for a moment he makes those choices with very little empathy. Those people who were complicit in his and so many other's ruination, he does not feel bad for hurting them because in truth they did not feel bad for scarring him.

Position:

Professor: Professor & Student.

Explanation:

Caleb Widogast has had exactly one dream in his life, and that is to become a Professor of Magic at his Alma Mater of Solstryce Academy. 6 months after the point from which I draw him from, he canonically hosts untenured lectures on magic, as well as he tutors students who do not have the means nor the funds to attend the esteemed Magical University. His greatest desire is to help students make the right choices, giving the freedom to understand the sins of the past so that they may not fall into those same traps. In the actual game play, when his best friend and associate the Rogue Veth turns level 16, the narrative implied that Veth was Caleb's first student in the Arcane Arts.

And luckily, it will she would not be the last.

As far as student goes, Caleb is curious and therefore he would be more than happy to attend lectures on other schools of thought; be it arcane or otherwise. "A wizard never stops learning." that is what he will tell you, so he will take advantage of any and all opportunities to move outside of his comfort zone. He seriously is excited about learning, which is why I am super excited to play him in a setting that absolutely fits with his general nerdcore aesthetic.

Introspective Writing Sample:

When one was covered in dirt, one was hardly noticed at all.

Caleb Widogast crouched there behind a barrel, a warm tendriled flame curled in his hand. He closed his palm over it, it disappeared only to return when his fingers unfurled like this. Inwardly his mind danced in time with the flame, a symbol of his powers but also a bitter reminder of everything that he had lost. A flame was warmth, a flame was death; and yet all that filled his nostrils was the acrid scent of smoke. In his mind were the screams, high pitched and painful-- thump thump thump went fists on a barred-off door.

Thump thump thump went his elbow against barrel as the trauma fired within his synapsis to create a patomine of mockery.

"Mein Gott--" he breathed as he turned his head into the furred collar of his barely washed jacket. Sickness and revulsion filling bile within his stomach, and rendering him nearly unable to breath. His head was starting to grow light and his heartbeat vibrated through his eardrums-- anxiety, he was familiar with this but likewise just as unprepared to wage an assault against it. "Batten down the hatches, Caleb..." he attempted a self-soothe as he tried to catch his calloused palm against his pants, hoping for snags-- anything to ground him to the present.

A warm cinnamon scent filled the air, a flash of air and then he felt the brush of a fluffy orange tail at his wrist. Like ice water against his collarbone, breaking the surface of panic to allow the smoke within his mind outward. He did not look at his wrist, could not see anything but he felt the cool brush of wet nose against the parts of his hand not hidden by fingerless gloves. His breathing centered and he focused on the thread of a purr, following back from his waking Schreckgespenst, a personal demon meant only for him.

"Ja.. I think I'm better now. Thank you, Frumpkin." his voice hoarse as he gave the very best boy a scritch behind the ears. He knew he was better, for now.

But for Caleb, he'd made a living of living between one point of now to the next. "One step at a time.." he repeated, like a mantra.

Interactive Writing Sample:

Caleb & Penric